while listening to Blur's Charmless Man.
i don't know, it's like the feeling when you notice that you've become a terribly lazy kinda. or maybe more to an indolently slacker kind of ones, but really, you don't know what you should do about it.
i seemed to enjoy the awesomeness of being slothful (in doing compulsory tasks like academical or tidyness stuff), of getting bombed, of doing gigs-hopping, of wasting my times in front of the laptop downloading and surfing, of doing nothing a day long.
yet, i also noticed that i can't go on like this, i mean, yeah i still have to do youth stuff and have fun, but not without ignoring the obligations i held regarding my responsibilities to the ones who support my living stuff. know what i mean?
after all, it's like an ambivalence or something.
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